Sweet girl you were so sweet before you knew what the world would do to you. Before you had things to hide, devastating things, you were uninhibitedly beautiful. As I watched from a far it was like watching Eve fall from grace. She just wanted him to taste. She just wanted him to know what it would feel like to try something new, she just wanted that whole experience to be with you. Shit, she wanted a lot of things but in the face of reality she started to act as though all she wanted was pain. And if you can force yourself to just be numb, she thought, imagine just who you can become. The facade is so easy, sometimes fun to play, but in suppressing feelings you start to give pieces of yourself away. And sometimes you look in the mirror and you’re not sure that its you, because everything you’re doing isn’t true.